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The Voice of Jesus through the Prophecy of Jeshurun.

I am pleased to advise that my marriage to Ralph K. Paskins, a prophet named Jeshurun,  the name given to him by the Lord,  recently took place in December 2016.  These prophecies are for those who deceive the innocent   The language is the prophetic language given under the anointing of the Holy Spirit.  “My people” are those who believe in Jesus Christ as the true Messiah, and Jesus as God in the flesh.  There is only one God.  The evil is the anti-Christ and the world system that goes against the love of God.

Let the reader know that the things that I speak in this prophecy is not to be taken literally but spiritually under the hand of the Holy Spirit which is Jesus our Lord.

To the shepherds abroad:  The Lord of Host is my name.  I’m sick of your abominations that you commit against my name and against my holy ones who are called by my name.  I’m appalled by your actions that you commit against my people.  I’m angry at the shepherds that have left my flocks for pieces of silver and gold in vessels that you carry; therefore, I will return to my people you have robbed and they shall spoil your houses and I will consecrate your silver and gold which you have stored up for yourselves and give it back to my people.  You have evilly entreated and cast out for my name sake says the King of Israel your savoir.  Your abominations won’t prosper says the Lord in the day of my vengeance says your God.  I will take my people that you have treated with contempt and bless them out of Zion my holy mountain, and my little ones won’t want anymore says your God,  because you have profaned my Holy Sabbath and done violence to my holy law which I have laid down for my people Israel.

You should not have looked upon my peoples nakedness and not have clothed them when I gave you plenty of cloth to clothe them with says the Lord your King and God.  Now your abominations are in your own lap, and you shall suffer for your own inconsistencies that you showed my people says the Lord of Host.  You shall be in wanting when my people shall be comforted says your King and Lord The mighty one of Israel.  You are an evil prince who shows no compassion for his people.  Therefore I will show you no mercy when I come for my redeemed who are called by my name says the Lord and your King, The Holy one of Israel.  You are heartless and have no faith in my people you are an off scouring of your own soul.

Your full of discord to my people who have no hope in me because you show no retribution to vindicate my people who are called by my name.  Your stench in my nostrils says the Lord.  A burden to my soul all the day,  and you trouble me with your sins that you commit against my people; therefore, I will take away the burden of my people and slay you and your little ones that dwell in your ivory houses that you raised up for yourselves, and I will grind your houses into the dust and they shall not rise the second time nor shall I leave you root or branch.  I will give my people whom you have mistreated ivory houses and gold crowns upon their heads, and all nations shall fall down prostrate before my holy ones, my anointed ones who are called by the King of Israel.

Woe to you who forsake the flock and abandon my little ones who call upon my name and have profane my Holy sanctuary and  despise  my spirit of grace.  I came and walked among my people and to the whole world that I created by my hands.  I came and gave you a sure house to dwell in even your God,  but you divided my Holy house by your abominations that you commit.

Woe to you who call bitter sweet and sweet bitter and you justify a murderer for a morsel of bread and desecrated my Holy name to bring shame and disgrace to my people who are called by my name.  Therefore my name shall become wormwood to you because you desecrated my Holy name and my holy house by your abominable acts that you impose upon my people who you have profaned.  Your abominations will continue no further for I will return in the season of life and Jacob shall have a son who shall turn his people away from their sins,  and I will cleanse their blood that I have not cleansed says their king in that day David shall be their king,  and I shall be their God and their savior the Holy One of Israel.

My people shall want no more and they shall never be oppressed by the oppressor nor shall they be accused by the accuser for I shall accuse his people that have accused my people,  and I will make them put on their own accusations that they accuse my people with,  and they shall consume them by the fire of my jealousy.  I will command the fire to burn them, but my people that are in the fire won’t be hurt by the second death that shall come all over the Earth says your redeemer.  The Lord of Host is my name.

Whoever  is not written in the book of life shall be hurt by the second death which shall burn forever and ever.  Woe to you when your flesh shall burn and the worm dies not.  Never shall you have light in outer darkness for the former shall pass away from my eyes and there shall be no more sea for the elements of this world will vanish when the trumpet sounds;  then,  I shall receive my own with interest,  and they shall know I have loved my people with an everlasting love that shall never fade away.  I will take away all fear and pain from my people,  and they shall know me.    I am the one who comforts them world without end says the Lord who has redeemed his people.  There shall be no more tears or sadness for the former works shall be done away.

Woe to the lawyers who sell my people to an anti-Christ spirit, even as you have been deceived by the deceiver.  You get nothing for selling my people through a bribe you accepted from a false spirit, for you shall not profit in the end.  Sin for a season is all that you earn says the Lord of vengeance.  You shall soon wake up for I will wake you up through my shepherds that are after my own heart and they shall show you your reward that I shall give you for the evil you’ve imposed upon my people.  Woe to you  dark prince that sets upon your throne in a kings court and you defraud my people and keep them from coming to me,  King of Kings and Lord of Lords.  Woe to you Satan you crooked serpent that deceives the whole world for you and your children shall be crushed under the feet of a man child that shall be born in the Earth.  A man after my own heart David by name.  He shall be called the son of the highest.

Woe to you lawyers you brood of snakes who carry venom in your sacks and my people are charmed by you, because you sing or play a pleasant sound to them till in a moment its too late for them to return and you sink your teeth into them and they die by your venomous bite!  Your lies won’t endure for I will soon come and expose your purpose you have planned and it shall not prosper.   You shall die you crooked serpent.

For I will remove the rocks from my people,  and they shall know that you were a liar and deceiver,  an anti-Christ spirit all over the earth.  I will destroy your purpose and plan that you’ve planned against me, and my people shall see me sitting upon the throne of my glory and every knee shall bow to me.  All people shall know that I am the only God says the Lord.  You’ve made yourself rich by your abominations.  You’ve conjured up.  You sorceress of deception.  You deceived  men, but you don’t fool your God for I will come and expose your nakedness, and my people shall see your deception that you’ve devised against the King of Kings and Lord of Lords.

You’ve practiced your magical arts.  Your prognosticators and deceivers who build your houses with miry clay and burnt the ones you deceived and call them Holy.  Your wormwood a poison of deception and anti-Christ spirit.  You’ve filled my vessels with all kinds of lies and deception.  Therefore you shall drink your own judgement and be made drunk till you stagger and can’t read the writing on the wall says the word.  Your deception won’t rise the second time for the end has come before my eyes and Babylon has come before my judgment seat says your God and your King, King Jesus!

The table is set and the curtain is opened wide and my people who have my seal on their foreheads shall enter into my holy domain,.  My sanctuary that I set in the Earth.  They shall sit down at my table for I shall cleanse the feet of my people and long enjoy the fruit of their labor that they labored for.   I will call them with a great trumpet blast and there shall be an assembly of people come and dine at my table I have prepared and made.

They shall sit down with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob in my kingdom.  They shall want no more or have lack in their vessels, for  the former shall not be spoken of anymore.  For the former shall pass away with a great noise when I come to gather my elect from the four winds of Heaven.  My angels shall come with great trumpet sound and I shall gather from one end of heaven to the other,  for  I will be merciful to my people,  and their sins and iniquities I will remember no more.  This is the day of retribution.  The day the Lord has made.   We will rejoice and be glad in it.

This is the day of the Lord.   This is the day of Adam , and this is the day of Seth.  This is the day of Enoch.  This is the day of Noah.  This is the day of Babylon.  This is the day of Abraham. This is the day of Isaac.  This is the day of Jacob.  This is the day of Joseph.  This is the day of Moses.  This is the day of Caleb and Joshua.  This is the day of Samson.  This is the day of Deborah and Baruch.  This is the day of all the judges.  This is the day of Samuel.  This is the day of David the King.  This is the day of Solomon the King.  This is the day of Elijah.  This is the day of all the prophets says the Lord.

Seal the vision and mark its place son of man; for soon I will come and wind up the book and seal it forever for my people,  and they shall long enjoy their fruit forever.  They shall never wither,  and all that they shall do shall prosper forever and ever says the Lord and your King.












My Encounters with Prophecy and Vision

When I was twenty-two I had both a dream and a vision of Jesus the Christ.   I felt his presence before particularly when I was ten, but my later experiences  were a confirmation of my calling to follow Christ, and the manifestation of the beginning of my gifts including the gift of prophecy.    I don’t remember which came first, but I am starting with the dream where I saw Jesus standing on the sanding shore and water was moving in the background.

Jesus  was just there as if he was waiting for me.  He had a plain robe and wore sandals.  I knew it was Jesus the Christ.  I ran up to him, and I said:  “It is you!  I finally see you!”  I hugged him and my arms appeared to fit around him.  As I embraced him, he grew in size getting bigger and bigger, but I still had my arms around him, still looking him in the face.  I recall a large shout but did not see where it came from.  Jesus began changing in appearance in front of me.

His hair changed to white and it flowed, and he had the most beautiful crystal blue eyes.  I was above Earth and remember going upwards.  The Lord was huge,  and he encompass everything around him.  The most awesome thing happen while looking at him.  All the stars and planets came out of his eyes as I was lifted up from earth and was in space.  Everything that God made I saw in a few seconds or appeared to understand him more.  I was extremely happy at what was happening, but at the same time I could not understand why I was having this dream.  Don’t get me wrong, it felt spectacular that God would come to me, because I did not think of myself as an important person, but I did pray to him.

Then I awoke with such a wonderful feeling that I jumped  up in bed.  Not even gradually but immediately sat up in bed.  My heart was pounding, and I could hear it.   I never experienced  this before.  I had to grasp for breath, but at the same time I was the most happy person on earth    I shouted for my mother who was in another room and told her about the dream.  She was happy for me, but I could not explain to her how great I really felt.  She believed and loved  Jesus.

On June 21, 2016, while praying with my prayer partner, and under the anointing and the gift of tongues, I saw two angels, and Jesus as king in a background setting.    Jesus was sitting on a marble throne. Other images in the background were  not so clear, but they were clear enough to see a brief image.  In this vision I could feel myself holding a palm branch and there were other people next to me and in back of me, but I could only feel their presence.  We  were in my kitchen.  God does not need a church building.  He is everywhere.

Then, in the spirit, I was before the wailing wall in Jerusalem.  I was rejoicing and shouting praises to God.  The walls were like golden stones shining in the sun.  I noticed some leaves and a beautiful aroma permeating through the walls.  Some light smoke appeared.  It was a wonderful feeling of peace and love.

We ended our prayers with singing, speaking in tongues, and thanking God for his love. The Lord revealed to me that he hears all prayers at the same time.  He is that awesome of a creator.  I like everyone to know I have a better understanding, because I had to go through some things.  Now is the time to tell people what I experienced, and it is real.  God has done a lot for me even when I did not realize it.  I thank him for his tremendous caring ways and gifts.


Painting By: Stephanie J Mercer-McGowan. 1975.   My rendition of what I saw.  The actual vision did not have the star of David.

My Dreams About Robert


Dream of my husband Robert with Jesus 02/2014
Dream of my husband Robert with Jesus 02/2014

Yes God does allow our love ones to communicate because he is a righteous God who comforts us when we are in pain.  The Lord especially comforted me when I had a dream about my husband Robert.  I was going to ask God to show me a sign, but before I even asked I had this dream.  Since there are many different types of dreams and different reasons why we have them, my personal dream was a revelation  dream which reveals a truth.  In my particular dream God shows me my husband who not only acknowledges me, but also I see our Lord and Savior Jesus The Christ.   Dreams also have significance in the Bible, and answers to questions manifest in dreams.   

The prophetic dreams of Daniel focuses on warnings and prophecy. There are also instructional dreams and symbolic dreams.   The apostle John had dream-visions, but his revelations are so profoundly filled with mystery and warnings of the end times.   My particular dream is on a personal level, but it has spiritual significance.

My husband Robert often agreed with me when I  said that  some people will not understand, because some are not capable of understanding.   Since my husband Robert went to live in heaven  on January 24, 2014,  I experienced some dreams about him and had some spiritual encounters.  My children Robert and Charisma also had similar experiences.   We appreciate the Lord giving us this beautiful gift.   

About three days ago on February 16, 2014  in the early morning hours I had a dream of Robert .  Even though it was a wonderful dream, and it was comforting,  I still  miss his physical presence.   My husband was such a spark of energy and love, and everyday he treated me with love and kindness.   

I fell asleep after reading Bible passages and watching a movie. The first thing I remember in the dream is a feeling of transportation to another place.   It felt like I was moving out and then up from where I was physically sleeping on the couch. I was actually someplace else and going somewhere,  but I had no control over this, and I could not see my physical body.  I was not afraid.

The first thing I noticed was a beautiful spiral stone pathway that started with a single stone that gradually got wider.  The path was there but there were clouds around the path which hid most of the background.  The stones were round and smooth which natural shades ranging from brown to white. The path grew bigger as more of it became visible.  There was a sense of clean fragrant air which was sweet and felt healing.   Every where I looked nothing was dirty or unclean.  I heard musical sounds very faintly but could not make them out.

In the background I saw houses of Middle Eastern design.  I saw one doorway to a house  draped  to cover part of the doorway.  The drape had a stripe pattern.  I felt other people around me, but I could not see them. Then I  felt a sense of happiness and there was an air of celebration.   My eyes became focused on the path, and from my field of vision,  I saw someone’s beautiful feet wearing sandals approaching the spiral path. When I saw the sandals I felt a feeling of love from  whoever wore them.

My eyes moved up and then I realized it was Jesus walking towards the spiral path.   He was originally close to me but at that time I only saw his sandals.    He appeared near some clouds and I saw that  Jesus wore a beautiful brown and beige robe.   Some of the colors intersected into the cloth across his chest.   Jesus  turned to receive something from someone who handed him a plate.  I could not see this being.    I saw that the plate contained what looked liked two giant dates.

I heard a kind of sound, and I saw my husband Robert sitting with cross legs on  this beautiful  spiral path.   He was in light which was glowing around his face, yet subtle, and light was glowing from within him.  Robert looked at me very briefly and then he looked at Jesus who handed him a plate.  Robert started to talk to Jesus.  I could not hear any of the conversation, but I know Robert was asking Jesus questions.

Jesus handed out more plates of food and then he sat down next to Robert.  Jesus was very friendly,  and he appeared to already know Robert’s concerns.    I thought at one point that he offered  a plate to me, but I am not sure of this.  Jesus had his full attention on Robert and was listening to his questions.

During this dream, I felt my sense of vision being guided and I was not in control.   It was as if someone was next to me telling me what to look at, but I did not hear or see who it was.  I felt a sense of someone being over me .   Maybe I was not supposed to see everything, but the dream had a calming and beautiful effect.

The meaning of the spiritual food has significance because when Robert had pancreatic cancer he could not eat anything.  Sometimes he went to the emergency room for intravenous fluids and nutrients.  He had a rapid form of cancer.  I prayed and often wondered why he became ill, and I am still asking about this.

By the time Robert should have had chemo, the doctor advised us it was not a good idea, because Robert was too sick to receive it.  I felt they should have given him chemo right away, but they waited sixteen days.  The doctor said she could not believe the cancer spread that quickly.  He suffered from a lot of pain during his sickness; so, they  eventually gave him morphine, and he passed away in his sleep at the hospita on the day that he was scheduled to go to hospice care.

This dream reveals the love of Jesus who is giving Robert spiritual food.   Robert is feasting in heaven and having conversations with Jesus.    I am happy for my husband, but I miss him because he is not physically with me. There is consolation because this dream reveals that Robert is thinking of me and praying for me and our children.   He is asking Jesus to watch over us.

I believe dreams are given to us to communicate with our spirit. This is why it is good to ask the Lord for direction and make sure we are on the right path.  Keep your focus on God even during hard times and God will comfort your soul in many ways.  I thank Jesus the Christ for revealing to me that my husband Robert is in his presence.  I could not have asked for a better man and now God has a great one in heaven.  Until we meet again.